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Chart / May

If you can believe it, I’ve had no time to update my myspace since last year. And now we’re already five months into the new one. How can it be? Well, for one thing: I finally finished the novel I started back in February 2024. Fourteen months, 160,000 words and a whole lot of stop/start, this-is-good, no-it-isnt, isnt-this-traumatic inner conflict. But it is done, and for the first time ever I feel comfortable with what I have written. No inclination to downplay myself, no need to line up excuses before handing it off to anyone else to read. It’s rather nourishing, and all it took was to drop the style and the acting and the poetry and simply write from the heart, just as Tom Waits says so. The next step, as usual, is to tame the behemoth, slim it down and then send it out for critical evisceration.

Other projects in the works include the novel I wrote in 2023 and never touched again, a graphic novel based on a film treatment I sold a couple of years back (just before the production house went bankrupt), a feature-length movie script, a short feature and a new thing - perhaps a novel - about narcissim. All to play for, no time to play it in.

I’ve updated the site a little bit and added the following:

- A link to Du, an art magazine whose most recent edition (about James Turrell) I translated recently
- A mock cover to The Many Paths of My Life by Brigitte Zimmer (translated and edited by me)
- A link to a huge project I translated a few years back on behalf of the Tages-Anzeiger about heroin addicts in Zurich

In publication news, I…haven’t exactly been submitting anything for almost a year now, with the exception of four poems, all of which will appear in the anthology Hatred is a Bitter Fruit at the end of the month. The launch event for the anthology is this Friday (May 10). I won’t be in attendance, because it’s in London and I’m currently melting in the Athens chaparral.

One final bit of chat: I’ve founded a residency in Crete! Well, kind of. It’s year one, so maybe it’ll end up being a one-off, but as for now I’m bringing together a handful of somewhat jaded Millennials for 11 days to escape the relentlessly wearing news cycle in pursuit of a temporary peace in which ideas and impulses are given space to flourish. The name of the residency is ATARAXIA, which the wily Ancient Greeks coined to describe the state of mental and/or emotional tranquility, and it’ll take place in July. I’m hoping to document the whole thing, whether through photography or video, and to write a short chronicle of how it went.

Book of the month: Confidence Man by Maggie Haberman. If it wasn’t clear by now that the ‘art of the deal’ actually means ‘the impulse of an ADHD toddler’, then this book, which serves as a biography of Trump and a record of seemingly everything he did and said during his first presidency, leaves no room for interpretation. Scarier than Rosemary’s Baby, honestly.

Film of the month: Gun Crazy, directed by Joseph H. Lewis and written on the sly by the then-blacklisted Dalton Trumbo. It’s a slight movie, but it oozes class and celebrates unusual camera angles in a way that many modern films don’t. There’s one long, unbroken shot involving a bank robbery, which is filmed from the rear of the getaway car, and it is sublime. Definitely paved the way for Bonnie & Clyde.

Album of the month: Under Tangled Silence by DjRUM. Some artists, especially electronic ones, do the same thing album after album. Others evolve their sound little by little. DjRUM (like Floating Points before him) decided to go from Cro-Magnon straight to Homo Sapien and deliver a magnum opus that effortlessly fuses IDM, UK bass and modern classical. I believe this will be quite delightful to see live if a full orchestra is involved.

Water music by TC Boyle:

1 Daniel Avery - Digital Rain

2 Daphni - Carry On

3 I. JORDAN - Close To You

4 Tom Demac - Second Skin

5 Nabihah Iqbal - Sunflower

6 Leon Vynehall - Duofade

Chart / November

November. Time to take stock of things. Sequel to Reality Testing aiming to be delivered to the publisher in February. Movie about a giant robot potentially in the works. TV series doing my head in…pitch meeting next week.

Yes, yes, I’m exhausted.

But there’s another cool development: My publisher, Black Rose, is getting in on the Kindle Vella action. Kindle Vella, for those not in the know, is:

“a platform that authors can use to share their stories with readers in an episodic style. The big feature of Kindle Vella is its serialized format—authors publish content in 'episodes,' and readers consume that content one episode at a time”

I am absolutely on board with this. Finally, someone has found a way to make books combat-ready for the Inattentive Age. All they had to do was go back to the 1830s for the idea. Thanks, man who originally decided to serialise The Pickwick Papers. Anyway, what it means is that I now finally have a place for my wild tales set in the Sundown universe. No longer will I have to trawl Submittable looking for any calls for submissions even remotely resembling sci fi. Instead, I can compete against titles such as The Elven Lord’s Concubine, Shadowglen: Witches & Wolves, Filthy Rich Vampires and - perhaps my favourite - Sold as the Alpha King’s Breeder.

Movie of the month: I think it has to be the smouldering 1963 dudefest Hud, which has some of the greatest dialogue I’ve ever heard. A smattering:

“You don't look out for yourself, the only helping hand you'll ever get is when they lower the box.”

“Get all the good you can out of seventeen 'cause it sure wears out in one hell of a hurry.”

“Happens to everybody. Horses, dogs, men. Nobody gets out of life alive.”

That last one is just so butch and ridiculous and awesome.

A note on Paul Newman’s portrayal of Hud: He could absolutely be one of the biggest dickheads put to celluloid. There are antiheroes and then there’s whatever Newman is doing here, and it’s both amazing and infuriating at the same time.

Album of the month: I’m just going to go ahead and list the upcoming Metallica album here, every month, until it comes out in April. Because it’s gonna be the album of the damn century. Hear this? Hear that sub-Motorhead, single-riff, chuggy bollocks genius? How about that solo that sounds like someone had their hands chopped off and did their best to play with the stumps? HOW ABOUT THEM LYRICS? Full speed or nuthin’, baby. Hopefully in the next track they’ll reference Ronnie.

(Note: The actual album of the month is a three-way tie between Ultra Truth by Daniel Avery, Changes by KGLW, and Almanac Behind by Daniel Bachman).

Book of the month: I’m already tearing up as I write The Outsiders by S. E. Hinton. Why didn’t we read this in school? If I’d been handed this at the right time instead of 20 years too late, it would have been seismic for me. As it is, I can safely say it is much, much better than the film, which I watched many years ago and is the reason I never got around to reading the novel. Wonderful.

November sunset:

1. Kedr Livanskiy - Ivan Kupala

2. SAULT - Don’t Waste My Time

3. Daniel Avery - Ultra Truth

4. Hagop Tchaparian - Right to Riot

5. 808 State, Björk - Ooops

6. Rival Consoles - Running

7. Mount Kimbie, Kai Campos - Zone 1 (24 Hours)

semaphore.

Chart / August

Did I realise that I didn’t write a chart post for July? Nope. Is that because I’m frantically working through the sequel to Reality Testing? Yes, indeed it is. Good guess.

It’s a funny time, revising a novel. Everything else goes out the window. The short story/essay mill grinds to a halt. The promotion for other books dries up. The vague idea of writing something for the website that isn’t a chart evaporates. The writing day becomes a battle of desire vs exhaustion, i.e. getting a passable draft down before becoming so sick of the novel’s world and the characters who populate it that I go off the boil well before the end, leading me to write such timeless sentences as “He looked through his eyes at the man who was looking at him” or “She had been trained to do it and it alone, like a train that is on rails and can’t go anywhere else because it is a train”. That kind of gold. One third still to go, and then I’ll start crafting something beautifully elegiac to submit to The Paris Review come wintertime.

News: Oh, I’m also working on a sci fi TV project. But it’s confidential so that’s all I can say. Sounds grand, doesn’t it? It most certainly is.

Film of the month: Forbidden Planet. We had a comic store called Forbidden Planet in Plymouth. Of the five or so years I spent there total, going into FP was the coolest thing to do with my time on a Saturday. Robocop dolls, Judge Dredd collections, mogwai-sized mogwai, the smell of weed and dust in the air. The eponymous film naturally has none of that, though there would likely be no Murphy without Robby the Robot. And who needs weed when you have Leslie Nielson playing a straight man? I came away from this 1956 extraplanetary extravaganza with one question on my mind: Who would win in a fight between the girder-carrying, bench-pressing Robby and the psychopathic, glamtastic Box from Logan’s Run? Both could take ED-209 in an instant, I reckon.

Book of the month: I have been reading the same book for the past six weeks and that book is American Gods by everyone’s favourite Gaiman. I like it and also I do not like it. The story is serpentine, but doesn’t seem to make much sense, and the writing veers from smart to clunky as hell within the space of a paragraph. By accident, I bought Gaiman’s “preferred” version, which contains 12,000 extra words his editor wisely cut out. That puts the word count at around 200,000, which seems excessive for “the adventures of a guy named Shadow and all the driving he did that time through snowy Americana”. I would really like to get it finished, because I have a bunch of other books waiting, but - like Shadow’s coin tricks - it never seems to end.

Album of the month: In a nice coincidence, it is a dead heat between punky upstarts The Chats with their sophomore effort GET FUCKED and post-hardcore heroes Chat Pile, who conjure up a series of nihilistic mechanical soundscapes in GOD’S COUNTRY. A very chatty month.

Music to mark a catastrophic rise in sea levels:

  1. Stimming, Robag Wruhme - Alpe Luisa

  2. Orbital - Smiley

  3. Jockstrap - 50/50

  4. Hudson Mohawke - Tincture

  5. Huerco S. - Plonk VI

  6. t l k - Most Alive

  7. boci - Time Weaver